I seemed to have forgotten what it felt like to be home once more as I entered the heavy oak doors. Everything around me seemed too quiet but that is some what normal for someone like myself. Oh I do love the attention but require peace when the opportunity knocks on my door. Lately though I had longed for a change, something that always stuck in the back of mind and wanted it then. After leaving a note for Roman, then making sure he had all that he needed, I left for my destination at once. Things were not looking so good for Roman, he had always traveled or followed me where ever I went but this time he sat it out so to speak. Since our first meeting, he and I had been playing a little game of cat and mouse for some months before meeting privately. Of course I would never give into him right away, I did not wish to make that mistake again.
Upon my arrival I knew that there were notes left here and there throughout the house. I tend to throw them away, I know his rants by now and did not wish to read them at that moment in time. As I walked to the patio, he came down the steps looking very worn and weary. This of course meant that he had stayed up since I had left to join others at the island once again. After his little rant, I took him in my arms, missing every minute of his voice as I left that night to go meet them. He of course followed me as I ran a hot bath then helped him clean up and go to bed for a much needed nights sleep.
I waited for Nicki and Louis to join me here at my home for a long overdue conversation that only we could have. Another night will have to come before I say more...goodnight my darlings.
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